실은 괜찮지 않았던 날은

 

실은 괜찮지 않았던 날은

 

 

사람과 사람 사이에 마음의 차이가 있다는 것을 깨달았다.

내가 잡고 있는 것이 함께 쥐고 있는 끈인 줄 알았는데 나만 놓으면 사라질 줄이었다는 것을.

그럴 때면 함께 나눴을 거라 생각했던 감정이 결국은 혼자 느꼈던 것이라는 생각에 슬퍼졌다.

깊은 회의감이 들고,

마음속에서 공허감이 생기기도 했다.

 

떠나는 사람은 떠나는 거고,

곁에 있어주는 사람은 있는 것이다.

 

 

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Actually, the days that weren't okay

 

 

I realized that there was a difference of mind between people.

I thought what I was holding was the string that I was holding together, but that it would disappear if I let miss.

At that time, I was saddened to think that the emotions I thought we would have shared together were ultimately what we felt alone.

Feel a deep sense of skepticism,

There was also a sense of emptiness in my mind.

 

Those who leave are leaving,

There are people who are by my side.